To give some background, I used to be really really sad to the point that i would cry everyday. I am a over-achieving person with high standards for myself and i constantly felt lonely despite being surrounded by friends all day. But recently, I have noticed that I haven’t been able to cry at all even though I feel sad inside. I actually don’t really know how I feel either. I’m not really happy nor sad, just kinda numb. I tend to hold all of my feelings inside until i break down but, this time it feels different. Am I happy or have I reached a level of apathy?