My boyfriend and I ended on hella bad terms. I wanted to break up with him because I dont think I'm at all mentally stable and it's not a good fit for him. After we broke up the day after he was talking to someone else and doing stuff with this guy that I dont want to talk about. Even after him doing that I still feel the need to apologize to him. He doesn't deserve an apology I do and he says I'm sorry but doesn't mean it. I'm just fucked knowing that someone made him happier than I did in one day. I could be toxic at times but I really fucking loved him and I'd do anything to win him back but he doesn't even care.