Should I text him?

Hey guys,

I experienced the worst break up in October. The love of my life left me after 1 year and one month because he wasn't sure if he wants a relationship or not.. he then went partying, flirtet with girls in front of me and I'm the sad one no who can't get over it. I try to hang out with friends and get my mind of it and it does help but lately i am really depressed and everything reminds me of him. I have every morning the urge to text him but I don't do it because I know it's not a good idea.. i really do not know how I am going to ever forget him I am in so much pain and really depressed.
Should I text him?
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