I turned toxic after he cheated on me?

My ex cheated on me and i decided to give him a second chance (We stayed together for 4 more months) however our relationship wasn’t the same and i turned into a toxic person because of how scared and insecure i was and because of that we broke up. He tells me i gave up too easily and promised him i was gonna stop my toxic traits and i didn’t, which is true. I regret it so much because i feel like it’s my fault that i didn’t try hard enough to save our relationship, how can i let go of the guilt?
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I would often accuse him of stuff and threaten him that i was going to leave him...
I turned toxic after he cheated on me?
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