Was with this girl for almost 5 years. We got engaged around the 4 year mark (right after I finished bootcamp for the marine corps). After some time of being away I found out she cheated on me. I wanted to move past it. Fast forward and it happend again. Same thing just moved passed it. Then once I got stationed in japan she cheated on me again and I couldn't keep going. We broke up and haven't talked since. Its been about 4 years since we broke up and I haven't been able to stop loving her. I haven't been able to be in a meaningful relationship. She was the perfect girl for me. She was my soul mate. I can't even imagine loving anybody else the way I loved and still do love her. I dont know what to do.