People please tell me to leave him, please hit me with the facts I am in a desperate need for help?

Anonymous
I am COVID positive right now but instead of making me feel okay he is throwing tantrums..
1. He makes me feel bad about myself by calling me ugly.
2. He abuses me
3. He spit on me on Video Calls
4. He says shit like "show me your boobs otherwise I'm gonna ask somebody else"
5. He provokes me so much that i lose my control, i hit myself, i hit my phone till my palms are all red and painful, I scream and cry like a crazy woman

I have tried 100 times blocking him but why do i always end up unblocking him after his "sorry"

I know he is not good for me. I am crying for help right now... How do i leave this person? I can't live like this anymore..
People please tell me to leave him, please hit me with the facts I am in a desperate need for help?
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