Why is she on my mind?

We broke up over 3 years ago now, and I'm positive it was the right decision to end things. In fact I think we probably shouldn't have been in a relationship at all. It really affected my mental health being with her.

And yet sometimes on nights like tonight I lay awake wondering if she ever cared and thinking of moments we shared, even though Im sure I have no desire for her. Why do I care if she cared? Every logical reasoning in my head says she never did but I still think about it 😔
Why is she on my mind?
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