I cheated on my boyfriend. nothing physical. but I gave an old fling attention?

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I cheated on my boyfriend. nothing physical. but I gave an old fling attention and my boyfriend found out. he stayed with me for 5 months after. we’ve been broken up for 2 months now. we don’t talk, text, or FaceTime as much anymore if at all but we do chill at least once a week. I haven’t given anyone my attention besides him since the incident occurred. I know I love him and I tell just as much as I did before which is all the time and I know I would never do anything to hurt him ever again but I don’t think he trusts me anymore. We still have sex. I’m not ready for a new dick or transferring new energies. I don’t have anyone to hang out with anymore. No one to cuddle or just lay up with. My opinion: single life is boring. I like having one person and one person only. I just fucked up and wish u could go back in time to fix things. I’ve been going through it since we broke up 2 months agooo lol I just didn’t expect it because we were doing so good during the 5 months we continued dating. I think he just couldn’t get over it because when he broke up with me he brought it up. Honestly he’d bring it up every month so I didn’t think it’d lead to a breakup, but I just put up with it because I’d rather just keep hearing it than lose him like now.
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I cheated on my boyfriend. nothing physical. but I gave an old fling attention?
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