First of all, please do not hate on me for the following story. I know what I did was f***ed up. I already hate myself for it so I don't need everyone else telling me how much I suck. thanks.
So about a month ago, I broke up with my boyfriend of a year and a half. We were in love but I felt I was in a place where I needed to be single (he's older and working and I need to focus on college)
so we were going to stay friends. He ended up sleeping with one of my friends a week after we broke up. I found this out a week after it happened from a mutual friend. I confronted him about it and he admitted it and I got mad at him for what he did. Then a week after this, I forgave him, and we became friends again and even friends with benefits. Then, I slept with another guy. He asked me if I had done anything and I denied it. I denied it more than once and had myself convinced that nothing had happened.
Then last night, about two weeks after I originally swore that nothing happened, I felt so guilty and I called him and told him. Now he is calling me disgusting and wants nothing to do with me ever again.
I understand that I f***ed up and what I did was wrong, and I feel disgusting for it, but I need him in my life... what can I do to get him back, at least as a friend if nothing else?
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dnt worry he'll be bak a week later
guys over react when a girl v are sleeping with does something like you did but then v go like hye she cud have hid this frm me awl her life but she choose to tell us tht means she's honest and letting go of an honest girl is like jumping in a lions cage who hasn't been fed for two days1