She was my first everything. Though we did not become official, that is where our "split" began, she was the first girl I ever dated.
Months later I am still thinking about her.
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Those little passing thoughts about your ex will always be there if she was your first, it's the way of the world (I really am sorry). Your experience must be causing you a good amount of suffering, so every time she comes up, think about her picture her very clearly on a leaf floating down a stream, wish her well and let her go wherever she is going. It sounds truly crazy but it works I swear to you.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE