My best friend in the program was there for me for a few months. But she started dating my exes best friend, so now she finds it difficult to be around me (apparently she doesn't know what will trigger me or upset me). So, I lost my closest friend too.
Anyway, before all of this happenned, people used to always comment about how free-spirited and happy I always seemed. How I was the most positive, cheerful, and bubbly person they had ever met. But now I feel like my old self has disappeared. I feel broken hearted and down for about 6 months now. It is getting a little better, but extremely slowly. I have to see these people that hurt me everyday at school. Plus, they all keep hanging out with the program, but I avoid that social scene, so I don't really have too many friends to hang out with on the weekends either.
Has anyone else felt broken hearted by close friends or bfs, and felt like they would never be themselves again? Is is possible that I will never go back to being me? Or is this just a phase, and in time, I will be back to normal? What can I do? Please help. Thanks :)