Not to mention his shifts are 12 hrs long and often times completely different in schedule then mine so we don't really get a chance to talk. This weekend we went to a wedding and had a complete blast! In the end we managed to squeeze each other onto a large couch and fell asleep together through out the night. Both of us hung over he dropped me off at home, said our goodbyes and basically passed out for the rest of the day.
Next morning I was at work and he text me asking how my morning was going. How he was heading home and all that. Through the day we were able to talk but he ignored some of my text (maybe like 2 cause it was all I could send out during work and 2 more after work. I mainly was doing my artwork when I got home). He would give me like one worded answers. I thought he was in a mood or didn't feel well and left him be and said goodnight as he said goodnight back. Usually I wait for him to text me when he wakes up as he works funky hours so I don't want to wake him. He didn't text me instead he was posting on Facebook.
But he was posting things about he should fix up his truck rather then spend money on drinking and guns...At the party a friend and I did admit to him that he seemed to be drinking a lot (of course said it in a polite way). Not only that but I found out he wasn't able to move back into town like he wanted. He couldn't find a place and it's way expensive to live alone here. I understood that and didn't give a fit about it even though I was a little down (of course what girl wouldn't be).
I know I've done nothing wrong but yet I think my past troubles with men (emotional abuse and being cheated on) is making me partly doubt this. I just hope me not speaking with him is the best idea in this situation.