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First of all, your pride hurts. So now your bitter, which explains the revenge. I do the same thing. And remember that everyone deserves to be happy. There are times when we cave to our strong ego's, at least you are aware of it. You can't put it aside, don't fight it. Understand why you are feeling egotistical, maybe argue with yourself lol. Watch this movie called Revolver...all about ego, great stuff.
Clearly she didn't see the true you and now you want to be heard. A woman will take pure enjoyment in seeking revenge as well so stop it, revenge is not going to work, it's just your ego. You know who you are and you never need to explain yourself...unless you lied. Then you need to be honest. Logic and reason is the only way to put the ego aside, and awareness and you've got that one down already.