on the 12th of April she said she need space so I gave it to her and only messaging her when she asked me question. She wanted the space because I had be come to needy due to losing my job I had no out put, except her and then she asked me to meet her 19th of April where she hugged me as she got of the bus we went to get coffee and I thought everything was fine I told her I loved her and she said I love you back, then I kissed her and it was just like kissing her before she wanted space. We sat down and I explained that I knew I was being clingy I opened up and told her why? And then she passed me a letter on the letter it said
"So I am writing this letter to you, because I know as soon as I see you I will want to cry and I won't be able to talk properly... She went on to say that she still loved me and still cared about me but she felt like she needed to concentrate on her career as an actress and she would be able to fully concentrate on me and that was unfair on me she ended the letter by saying. And I feel one day we shall meet again, I hope soon, when my life is at where I want it to be so I can fully concentrate on you! must understand how much I often remember the touch of your lips on mine, and how the feel of your skin pressed to mine, that is why is hurting my heart so much writing you this letter and it may not even make sense because it really is my thoughts lead in the pen, but I think you will understand , because you have understood me better than anyone else ever has."
and then when I asked her about it she said she didn't want to regret anything but she told my family and our friends that she will always love me but she will never get back with me. Well I sent her a hand written letter saying.
"Hey, I'm writing this letter to you just to say I over reacted, and after thinking things through I accept the decision you made. I also agree you should focus on your career. I'm going to give you time and space you need. Maybe at some point we can stay in touch. I also forgot to tell you I've got an interview for college maybe I could tell you about it sometime."
How do I get her back I lover so much and not being with her hurts so much, please help