He held back on me so I didn't trust him, but that just pushed him further away I think?
On the bright side he and I are like best friends when we would spend every moment together and talking, cooking, sometimes sex.
Now that we've broken up he seems to regret the decision a little. We still hang out and kiss. He also helped me move, and he continues to talk to me about himself, me, ect.
The difference now is we no longer talk about building a house or marriage like we used to.
While I was still living there and we were broken up I snooped and found some messages that were to ex girlfriends/flings just one day after I decided to go out with my friends. Like he wanted revenge or have a back up plan because the messages were dated for the day after I went out no sooner. Now that he knows I know about the messages he assures me that it was nothing and were were broken up.
I am so confused by him. I fell hard for this one and is everything I want minus the weird behavior. I also always catch him starring at me or he will crack my toes, sit by me, email me, and give away expensive stuff to me, also he kissed me the last night I lived with him and when we hug he holds on tight and slow.
Part of of me thinks he got scared and maybe cheated and feels guilty but he is generally a really nice guy and very educated so I doubt he would do something stupid like be unfaithful?
He always stated how strongly he felt against cheating.
I am so confused and maybe it's because he truly cares but because of my issues he wants to explore his options a bit now that I am all moved out.
What do you think?
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"he ended it once and for all."
You said it.