Now he figures that out. That the puzzle piece clearly doesn't fit. I mean now that I found someone, he tells me this. Maybe because he doesn't like the thought of me kissing another guy or even seeing me with him. When I had to suffer through that when I was looking and acting like a fool to be with him again. I cried myself to sleep every single night, and just broke down during the day.
Me and his relationship was so dysfunctional, we both did things that we shouldn't of. I mean I still love him and I still care for him, but I mean what happens if we did get back together and the same sh*t happens and all we will do is fight, I'm scared for that. I wanted to try, and now I don't even know.
I mean I really like my boyfriend as of now, and I can start fresh where he can't judge me of my past and I can just be me without getting put down or even looking over my shoulder. I mean I guess what I'm trying to say or ask here is...what now? What do I do?
I'm so confused and I shouldn't be. I mean I think I'm falling for my boyfriend every time we hang out, whenever I can see him since he's in the military.
But is it wrong for me to still love my ex in a way?
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You should stick to your boyfriend.
Your ex just want you back because he failed in the dating world.
You're just like a back burner to him.2