I'm completely lost as to what to do. I'm at a stage that I'm ready for a relationship but where I'm from everyone knows everyone and it feels completely impossible to recreate myself.
Can you please give me some advice?
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You will have to wait until you're out of hs now to recreate yourself. For now, don't go out with anyone at all, tell guys that you've decided to change your style.
You'll have forgotten about all this within a year of graduation, take my word for it.