i really wanna dissappear from this but I can't evetho I tried to talk to him but he refuses. and now I'm completely in the dark alone
pls kindly help me what should I do to make him understand that I just want his affection when we are far away ?
Just tell him. Stop telling him you're sad he doesn't want to spend what little time you have on the phone hearing about how HE makes you sad(he's right you're half doing it yourself, half helpless to the situation) it is what it is... Tell him more positive things, "i can't wait to see you..." Give him something to look forward too, seeing you're smiling face rather than you giving him a hard time for not being able to hug you. I'm sure he misses it to, but understand that time apart is difficult, try to find better ways to make it easier for the both of you.
nope, just break up with him if you are not happy
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