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Sounds like you're in love is all. I understand that you don't want to be dependent on somebody but that doesn't mean that you need to take a break. You can practice independence without that. Chances are if you take a break, it's just going to be negative for the relationship and you are still going to feel the same way. Your neediness and dependence doesn't have to do with the relationship, it has to do with you and your mind. You don't even talk to him everyday so that doesn't sound that needy at all.
I think you're doing fine, just give it time. Do other things to create more of a life away from your boyfriend. Spend time with friends, make new friends, take up hobbies, etc.0