So roommates would be nice to have if they are cool, because it could give me a couple of friends from the start. BUT it would be awesome to have my own place lol, I don't like being bothered sometimes lol.
My ex and I just started speaking like a week ago, and while I still love her, and miss her, I know I do not need to get tangled in that again for a while til I get my stuff ironed out, at the very least.
We were both really young, still really young. Now I feel like we both need to experience life, she was just before turning 18 when we met. We both did lots of things we are not proud of to each other. She is dating a 35 year old now (WTF?! lol) anyway, when we split, it was like a switch flipped in her.
I'm hoping it's just her being young and wanting to "go crazy". It makes me sad still when I think about it because, if she really was the person she showed me for those years we were together, I would be happy being with her for the rest of my life.
With graduation this close now, something I never felt would actually happen lol, it has me thinking about so much stuff in my life. I miss her, I want her, I called her aphrodite. I want to live my own life, party with some friends, make some money, start building my own life again.
Whenever I had to move back with my parent, it has made me feel like I am starting all over again, like I'm 17 or something again. I hate it.