Here's our convo, in sum
-I asked what he meant by break, if he actually meant break up. Because, if he meant break up, I didn't want to get my heart broken twice.
-He said one month, then see
-I said sorry for how I treated him.
-He said it was great and how I saw that and how he really wanted to see after the month.
- I said the break wasn't what was best for us, seeing that he is going away soon.
-He said if we couldn't do a month no talking, we wouldn't work in college.
-I said that I would rather break up completely (I had to explain this three times, what I meant)
-He said he would respect that
- I freaked out on him for just not loving me, then I said sorry for freaking out on him, but I really loved him.
Is there any hope?