We lapsed a lot, went back to our routine of falling asleep over the phone together.. and saying I love you.. cause we both still did love eachother..
But recently I kinda flipped out on him about the situation.. here we are almost two years later, still Haven't met, had a bunch of random times when we would talk and it seemed like we were together, then randomly a gap and we wouldn't talk.. he claims we are friends or whatever but yet we never talk...
When I flipped out, I was basically just saying how unhealthy it is.. cause I seriously don't know how to move on. so he said this stuff..
I was fuckin driving! Are you kidding!? And no I haven't moved on, and no we're not together but oh well you can still talk to me!
No Chelsie because I know what your doing and it's not cool.
Trying to make me feel like shit, so I break and start talking to you non stop
You think I don't know this! Every time I talk to you I wish I could be with you'! That's why I don't talk to you. Until I'm actually aloud to leave ill talk to you.
Its just like wtfff... I don't even know? Wtf does he mean I'm trying to make him feel like shit so he will break and talk to me non stop..
and just wtf? What do you think of this?
But I DO Love him, even still... I've dated other people since him but I don't know I always go back to him somehow...