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I've had a lot of rejection and tons of little minor aches, but only 2 REAL heartbreaks. Ones that I had to grieve for a while.
I don't know if it ever goes away completely, to be honest. I give my heart to so few, that's probably why what heartbreaks I did have seem to hurt so much more than they should have. I don't cry about it still or anything like that, but for example, recently I ran into an ex that was one of the two, and it hurt pretty bad. Especially because he was with the girl he started dating RIGHT after dumping me (years before). I don't want him anymore or anything, but it still hurt because it's that reminder that I wasn't good enough, or whatever. And yes, I know that's not a logical way to think, but it's where my brain always goes. The heart is stupid, haha!1