a few weeks later a female friend calls me to say he had contacted her, worried about me. I told her to tell him that I never wanred to speak to him again. ever. "because he reminds you of your ex, right?" "that's the main reason." "that's what I told him."
so now it's almost February and I miss him. I feel bad for ignoring him and want to contact him and apologize. what would be the best way to do this?