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He didn't set himself in a trap. He willingly ditched you. Deliberately. Stop telling yourself things that make it seem like he's the innocent guy. This is why I tell people to wait before having sex. It WAS major for you. Your virginity is designed to bond you with one very special man. This guy ain't him. Unfortunately now you are bonded on a deep level with this jerk, (Because he was your first) and you will be, for life. You can bond with another man, but not like how you bonded with this guy, unfortunately.
The cure, of course, is to find a man, who is loving, caring, and connects with you on a deep level. He can heal your heart, and you can learn to trust again. I am deeply sorry that you continue giving this jerk of a man chances. He does not deserve them. He has a ton of maturing left to do.
You made a mistake... Now it's time to move on. You CANNOT trust him. Charisma does not equal honor.
Stop giving him chances, you are only hurting your own heart. Please. Just stop.