I was quite relieved when we broke up. Felt light.
2 weeks on I am missing her. I think I miss the girl I fell in love with from the first 6 months. The latest version is nasty, very bitc*y and manipulative (while everybody will see just a happy, smiling. friendly and vulnerable girl).
a lot of hurtful things were said from her due to her insecurities and mind games. I kept up with her because I loved her.
We are going for at least one month of no contact now. My focus is to heal and get myself back to where I was (happy. confident, relaxed and physically fit). I don't want to focus on another woman.
This NC period - does it work? I think it helps with the recover but can it help one to realise his/her mistakes once the anger is out of the way?
What are your experiences with this no contact period?
What is the best way to use this time to move forward?