I know this sounds weird but i can't get over it, i tried having sex with other guys... but it doesn't help.
Usually i forget if it's just kissing or making out..
But now i think its been several weeks and massage parlors are still on my mind, i can't get over it
I have not been in such situation yet. It's not that i have any feeling for him or anything like that...
I just don't get how he didn't consider it cheating at all, something that i consider more intimate than actual sex. I don't get it, any tips on how to get over it?