Now I am in a big plight. No one feels my pain.
1.When I wake up the idea that there is NO MORE us I feel Destiny had punished me. I feel doomed. Like a nightmare exactly.
2. I go to work. I think of him constantly, especially when I am not talking to others
3. On my way back home. I feel doomed again.
When I see couples outside I feel bad. Why it's not me and him? I feel I was given happiness with him, only to be ripped of it months later.
This is like a vicious cycle.
I cannot take it anymore.
now these few days after breakup feel like ages.
Why did he love me and then ignore me!