So, as my title says i'm what you would describe as a good girl. I know, how boring, but it's true. To be honest it's difficult being a good girl, with everyone either having sex or doing drugs, etc... And here I am doing none of those things. I feel like sometimes it's difficult to make friends, because of it. Sometimes when I tell people, "Oh, you're a virgin," etc... And then they won't talk to me again. LOL. I honestly find it hilarious at times when they do actually stop talking to me, because I mean really?! Just because of that you don't want to be friends? Okay, you're loss.
So, yeah, I'm a twenty four year old virgin. And no, it's not because of religion or wanting to wait until marriage, or even guys not wanting to do it with me, because hey I get asked to hook up a lot. And my answer is always the same, no. I just want my first time to be with someone i'm in love with and trust completely. I've had terrible luck in love, and it's not for the lack of trying. I've had four boyfriends and two loves already. They just haven't worked out.
And I also never do drugs, never have, never will. Again, nothing to do with religion or whatever, I just hate the thought of putting something made with rat poison into my mouth. Disgusting. I've been offered some in the past, and I passed. Plus the smell is just awful.
I've also never cheated on my partners before. Though, I've had two who cheated on me. I broke of those relationships as soon as I heard. But i've never done it myself and I don't plan to. I want to be with a guy that I love and who loves for the rest of our lives. And I guess that makes me a good girl right there. I've just never had the desire to be with more than one person at a time, one person is definitely enough for me. Thanks.
I also don't like to wear makeup much. I prefer the natural look. Yeah, sure, without makeup I look dull probably. But I don't really care. I only wear makeup on special occasions or on dates. And before you ask, I am feminine. I love dresses and skirts and all those pretty clothes and hair accessories, I just prefer to look natural.
I could go on and on about it, but nah. By your definition, I am a good girl. Sometimes I wish I wasn't, because it can get a bit lonely and boring. But I am what I am. I'm not going to change myself to become someone i'm not just for the sake of it. And I hope that one day i'll meet my one true love and be happy. But for right now, I guess i'll continue to be "the good girl".