First of all, let me describe myself. I listen to underground hip hop and nothing you would hear on the radio, I have a dark sense of humor, I'm an athiest/agnostic, although I look feminine I'm very down to earth and more like a guy. I'm not preppy or super bubbly and happy. I'm a realist, I'm honest and always the comedian type in a group. I like making people laugh and I have a very laid back manor. I've been told I'm really attractive and have an "exotic" look all my life but I've never believed it. Guys will say how much they like who I am but it's a fucking lie cause they don't pursue anything further with me. They just stop. Maybe i come off as very aloof because I'm shy in general? But still. I just think it's cause I'm not preppy, dress wearing happy bubbly princess. And I've had guys like me because I'm NOT that way. But now that I'm single, I can't find anyone. Why don't guys like girls like me off the bat?
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First off, I'll give you props and +1 for underground hip-hop, that's my shit! I also have a dark humor. Exotic please stop, out here in southern california I've gotten the "you're too exotic for me" hahaha I think it might be because from your description you sound brutally honest and it can give off the intimidation aspect from you and being aloof can give off that IDGF attitude but I found you very intriguing for the simple fact that a girl listens to underground hip hop. How long have you been listening to it? I've started back like in middle school1