Will I ever date again?

Me and my ex dated for 4 years and the last year has been horrible.. its been on and off <-- mostly off he was my first love.. but will I ever date again? will I ever let my wall down? I haven't been with anyone in almost 2 years I feel like I cant.. guys don't come up to me I dk if I'm just not appealing or something? lol but I don't get it.. right now it doesn't feel like I will ever be happy again and actually find someone who loves me and will treat me right. Do amazing boyfriends actually exist? will I date again
Will I ever date again?
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