As the headline says. I don't know why I did, my thoughts kind of drifted to her. We haven't seen or spoken in months, probably were never going to again.
I feel a bit... well I'm not sure, I don't how to feel right now. I actually am fighting back tears a bit. I know nothing was ever going to happen between us, but I feel really lost right now. Maybe I needed more closure on this than I realized :(
Most Helpful Girl
I think you're realizing that she got away. Doesn't matter how good or how toxic a relationship is, or how long ago it ended, there's always a sense of loss when they've officially moved on. That's not a bad thing. It's probably healthy. I think you're realizing that there is no longer any chance with her. You may have decided that at the moment of the break up but I think it's hitting you again. It's all official now.
I'm not sure how to tell you to deal with it and I don't think there are a list of steps to take to handle it, but you need to find a way to deal with it. Don't dwell on it or else you'll risk never overcoming it and you may never get to be engaged yourself.
Try to be happy for her.1
Most Helpful Guy
Live and let live.
Find someone new Is the only advice I can give, Don't stew.0