Most Helpful Girl
Calm yourself! I know it is tough to like someone in another country and the possibility of actually meeting is close to nill but if you two really feel for each other then it is certainly possible to do the almost impossible. You are still young and you said it will be a while before you can afford to take a trip to America to meet her in person. While you wait for that time, focus on your studies, save money, and keep focusing on her. If it's meant to be then you two will surely be together.
Most Helpful Guy
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