I never wanted to be in a relationship, never never never. My mother is the one that set us up with each other and after that I started to form feelings for him and was happy for the longest time. Just I feel like I'm being used, disrespected, and unknowingly believing he's cheating (I have trust issues due to recent events). I feel I'm the only one who tried to make the relationship work.
Though at the same time I don't want to break up with him. Does that make any sense? Anyone else been in this situation?