Most Helpful Girl
You can't push it away, we all need someone sometimes, whether it is romantically or platonically we need someone to talk to and get attention from otherwise we go insane.0
Most Helpful Guy
Do something that you enjoy and have it on your mind. Always know that it will happen. But the best thing you can do is stop looking for it, just let it happen naturally.
Also enjoy ur freedom while you can :P0