I don't know if is weird, but i just dont like when guys try to apporach me and try to ask me out and stuff... it feels force and pushy and i usually push them away or act like a jerk just so they dont think of asking me out. I feel like i get ask a lot even tho I'm a quiet girl when people get to know me (i get outgoing once i trust them)
With the first guy i had a crush on, I don't know why i started having feelings for him. I guess it was because he didn't push me to hang out with him and always kept me guesing wheater or not he liked me, yet he didn't treated me different from the rest. (Like i'll agree whatever u say only so i can get a number, be good to u but if u reject me then i'll insult u, be in ur personal space and not take u seriously ) he was different and i guess i liked that he could tell i was feeling down when i tried to cover it. he didn't seem to have that intentions to rush me to give him my number or hang out, he let things go as it went and i started liking him without realizing it.
Is it wrong? Cuz i dont think im afraid of commitment, i just dont fall for guys easily... is it normal?