I feel so weird about this. Is he really a jerk or am I crazy?
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He's not sexually attracted to you. You don't turn him on :/ You should really stop putting yourself through this because I know it stings girl and it's only going to get worse if you ever catch him staring at a girl in a way he doesn't stare at you or find out he's jerking off to someone who has traits you don't.
End the relationship and find someone who adds to your self-esteem not takes away from it.