and i had a Bad breakup too, i loved es and adored him for some years untill he said hurtful things to me, saying he likes blondes and though some blondes were prettier and That he likes what he likes. It hurted my self esteem more than ever. I triedtalking to him in why he was disliking me so Much but he would Just shrug it off... so i left eventaully in years and he found some else the Next week,
i nno longer see myself as beautiful or even generaly pretty i tried so hard with thearapy and everything to regain my self strength...
i though maybe if i got married to the right Person i coule ne happer, its not likes im the pain in the ass, i am easy to make happy like if he gave me a Small flower or tell me im pretty or the only one he wants or the prettiest girl to him then il the happist Person alive.
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Sure if you find the right guy but you have to work on your self-esteem issues first. You have to learn to like yourself and accept who you are. If you aren't satisfied with your body take steps to change, go to the gym, have a makeover, get a different haircut. Men don't really like women who constantly criticise themselves no matter how beautiful they are. A satisfied and happy person is 100x more dateable than someone with no self-esteem.