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I am so sorry for your loss. It's horrible to experience something like that, especially at such a young age. It's perfectly normal to feel the way you do, and you'll probably feel like that for a while. You'll miss him, and you'll cry a lot. I agree with what the others said, don't be alone, let people take care of you, seek counseling.
I lost someone very close to me four months ago, and I am still grieving, crying, and yes I do talk to him as if he's still here. Because I personally do believe that people don't leave us just because they are dead. Maybe they can actually hear us, and if not, it is still ok to talk to them when it makes us feel better. Someone told me after he died that he will always be with me because "love doesn't die". I am hanging on to this thought because it is very comforting to me.
Sending you a big digital hug <3 Please feel free to PM me whenever you need someone to talk to.