But I also really liked him, I wish we could date, and I'm unsure if he believed me when I said I had a lot going on and needed to get my shit together before I date anyone. Plus I canceled lunch with him today, because I've been so exhausted that I could barely get out of my cubicle, let alone have a social lunch, so that's like... double rejection.
I'm a terrible person, but I don't think I can do anything about it now. How do I stop feeling like shit about this whole situation? D: