She's currently ending a relationship and I have never been in a relationship. There's been times where the moment felt right but I have respect for relationships so I wouldn't go there. I'm also terrified to lose her as a best friend because she is the only person I can talk to in my current city, so I feel like I shouldn't push for anything more in the fear I'll lose her. It would also make work feel weird if it ended up failing because we still have to work together and it's a good job so I would hate for it to force either of us to leave because of it.
I'm pretty chill guy but still like to have fun. She's a more adventurous and into a few things that I don't care about. Even though I don't care for a few things it don't really bother me but its still considered. She's 29 years old I'm 23. She still wants to feel young but she's still mature and I tend to be attracted to someone who isn't partying every weekend and is working towards their future.
This has been going on for a while and I'm just confused if I should let it go or go after her. I feel like we could make it work but I also feel like it's such a big risk.