and a lot of people said i should text him again, and maybe he calmed down. So this morning, i decided to text him a long, more thought out apology, and i told him about my bipolar since he didn't know about it when we previously broke it off. I sent him the text around 11am and its 6pm now. He has definetely seen it, he was always on his phone alo, and would text me a lot when we were together. It's obviously over. I should be crying, but odd enough i feel relieved, like i have closure. I am still upset, but a lot more content with the situation.
We had plans to move to london england together if he made soccer ( he's already graduated, i graduate after next year) If not we were going to live in toronto together while we both attended university. We connected so strongly, i had never felt such a way before and he said the same.
Maybe he will make soccer and become super famous and i will have missed out on being with a super awesome guy, who was also very talented, but do you think its possible faith broke us apart for a reason? maybe i wasn't seeing something or if we were together it would not be the picture we painted in our heads? Do you think faith exists?
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Well yeah, that's basic causality. Didn't I answer this already?1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE