I've allways been against dating white women. I allways thought of them as family wreckers and takes men from their women, cheaters promiscuous etc etc. i grew up to think so since my dad left my mom when i was12 for a white brittish woman she had the nerve to seduce a man of 4 children and break a family. I had to work since very early age as a blacksmith to support us. working on a house decor owned by a foreign couple the last month i kind of fell for his girlfriend (i know ) she allways gave out signals the way she treats me and looks at me. It dosent help that i do have a girlfriend. This makes me feel so contradicting to myself and my beleives. I just hate to admit she's so hot. Ok yeah i love the pocelain skin and the contrast of my skin against hers. I love the grey blue eyes and delicate nose, her perky pink nipples when she drinks and intentially let some water run down her shirt. Knowing that she was eying me too it was only a matter of time untill i gave up denying that i dont fancy her. Her boyfriend has trusted her in my presence to go about his short trips at the construction site he's running. i owe my girlfriend the truth :(this all brings me back to when my father left my mom. Why didn't she just not say anything and left me to finish my job and leave ;( what makes her think she could have anything she wants. i blame myself a lot for sleeping with her. She probably thinks am just meat anyways. I just don't know sometimes i think she does really like me but than again why she delaying breaking up with her boyfriend. i shouldn't even be anticipating it am suppose to have a girlfriend :(
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There is a lesson here. When a man steps out on his wife, it doesn't just hurt the wife--it hurts the son.
So PLEASE don't perpetuate the cycle with your own children if you have any.
Is there any way to break this off, before you get fired by said boyfriend from what I assume is a decent job for you?
Note that I don't mind your preferences--those are your business--but I most certainly do mind your messing around. If you want a white lady, seek that out from the beginning. Don't go wee-wee in someone else's pool, and don't break your own lady's heart if you two have an actual commitment.0