I find it hard to understand what/where we are. That's not the main issue though. I'm scared that he'll forget about me over the summer, and I won't get to pursue this weird "relationship" further.
Despite the fact that we lost our virginities to each other and can talk just find to each other in person, I find it hard to just text/call him outside of "Can I come over?" I finally mustered up the confidence to text him asking if he was still in town because I thought I might try to visit, but he never answered... it's been months since I sent the text. I realize that people forget to text back or they're just busy, but there's always that insecure little voice in the back of my head. In fear of being annoying I haven't tried to text him since and am currently unable to because he's in his country right now.
He's an international student so he stays on campus over the summer. I spent my last night on campus with him and we had a good time. The next morning he woke up to tell me to have a safe trip and that I could come over whenever (unfortunately had to tell him I wouldn't be able to due to transportation issues). Despite ending on a good note, I'm scared that he's just lost all interest in me in the span of 3 months.
He's returning to the US in about a week or a few days (he told me the exact date but I forgot). When I think he's here I'm want/plan to call him, but as the date gets closer I'm starting to chicken out.