My girlfriend broke up with me 6 months months ago and I've been in a deep deep depression. I literally want to transform myself and stop feeling bad for myself. I have a lot of muscle that I've built throughout the years but a let it all go. I've been at that point where girls stare at me and people point fingers and I know what it feels like to have a great physique. I want to get contacts because I wear glasses.. I'm growing out my hair.. and want to get fricken shredded. I'm above average intelligence and know how to workout and eat right. Plan to get my chitty tattoos covered up with new fresh ones.. Get lean and shredded. Hvae 6 grand saved up in the bank.. I'm starting college again and finally plan on finishing.