At that point I was always talking to a guy. It became a cycle. Talk to a guy, like him, stop talking, become dissapointed, find some other guy to talk to, start over. I was always talking to a guy. The same one every day either a guy I liked or just a friend. Until they stopped wanting to talk with me. It's like I needed that.
Yes I grew up without a father maybe that's a reason why. I have no male role models in my life. No one who taught me these things.
There's this guy I've really liked for months (10) long story short he didn't want to be in a relationship with me. Now I'm sad. I went back to how it was trying to find other guys to replace him. It won't work. These guys aren't him. Now all I do is cry I really liked him. And put myself down.