I've watch as my friends take the person I like with a smile on my face.
I stood behind as they all was approach by a boy.
They tell me "don't rush, you got your whole life ahead of you." Or "you'll find someone who cares about you one day."
But I look in the mirror and think " is there something wrong with me? I got good grades. I believe I dress nice. Then, why doesn't any guy give me the light of day."
I want someone to care about me.
I want someone to look at me.
I want someone to say "I love you."
I want someone to cuddle when I'm feeling down.
I want someone to hug me when I'm crying.
I want someone to yell at when I mad, but still loves me after I'm done.
I want someone.
Is that too much?
Is that selfish?
I'm tired of lying to myself.
No I'm not OK
No I can't help you.
No you can't have him.
No I don't want to hurt no more.
Please tell me I'm not alone.
How can I get rid of this feeling?
How can I find someone at school?
Does a guy like that even exist or is he just charade created by chic flics and romance novels?
Most Helpful Guy
There are definitely guys like that. And no you are not alone! I am so sorry to hear about your awful situation. I wish I could help somehow, but the most I can do is give moral support. You are not crazy don't worry. This is normal, well at least for people like you and I it is. There is always some guy out there for you. The best thing that you can do is just stop helping your friends, I know you are such a great person and love helping them and they love you for it but you need to stop. You need to take initiative and go talk to the guy you like, I don't care if you friends like him too. It is your turn!