Next month I will have been single for 5 years. I have had a few short crushes in that time which has never ended well.
I feel that I'm pretty unlucky to still be single, I'm an attractive enough guy and I have a good education, about to start my career.
The thing is that in the past three months I have seen prostitutes twice.
The first time I had penetration with the lady and left after ten minutes. The second I went to her place but changed my mind before penetration, telling her I couldn't, because I felt guilty.
So my question is, do I have myself to blame, or do I deserve to be single for what I've done?