I'm terrible at this. I want advice on how to effectively convey to a particular woman that I like here, without choking at the last moment... staring, blank mind, minor heart-attack feeling untill she thinks I creepy and leave with my heart feeling like it was run over by a truck? It's terrible and I gave up when I found I am unable to and just feel lonely, empty now. How to build the self-esteem and go in with confidence? Not go in like broken zombie creep? Not feel like have heart attack in desert?