and was emotionally and mentally abused by my step mother and it took me a long time to move passed everything that had happened. from moving out to get away from my step mother. leaving a bad relationship that was not good for me gettting passed the fact that my ex posted not so great things about me on twitter. And i have changed my life around per say. Got a job straight out of college, worked on buildig my confidence and reaching for new hights in my growth and self improvement and doing what i can to improve my life.
ever since my ex posted stuff about me over twitter end of last year, it really knocked my self esteem and confidence. That i have been in such a rush to get into a relationship to prove to myelf that what was said is wrong and that i can be loved and I will find someone who will treat me right and respect me.
She posted things like, no one will care for you like i did, because of my ex my standards have risen.
Just mean things. I am getting passed it slowly but surely. but i am not going to lie. my confidence and self esteem regarding woman has taken a knock. but its getting much better.
I want to know if i will end up finding that special someone that i can share my life with and who will respect me as much i as i will respect them. dont get me wrong i hve been on dates and that. but when i think of relationships and if i will get one again. itend to freak out and get a bit scared.